I am dead (or more appropriately, did I actually get
crucified?) Will I resurrect and ascend?
I do not know the answer, excepting to dwell back and recall
the verses in the Scriptures that I have intently read while I was a kid.
Have you ever wanted to go the extra mile in being ‘extraordinary’
to any ‘ordinary’ or rather people who are pretentious and do not deserve your
time / energy / attention? My advice to you, never even think about it. Just
cut them loose and go on your path.
Enjoying certain degree of Social / Intellectual status, I
know I cannot blog with abstract ideas and that I need to be very precise
embracing actuals (preferably with empirical data). This time, I just want to
share my deepest feelings, with others who are out there, giving my thoughts a
dime.
Do not aim to be Godly towards certain people / structure,
because they may be having all perennial problems rotten for several decades /
centuries. Just be a normal guy, do your duty well and just walk off.
Especially with certain people, they might be the most venomous
creatures who will strike you, after sucking every bit of what they can drain
out from you, engulfed with self-centeredness.
Past several months have been a great discerning period for me,
helping me realize what mostly people are made up of. However, I am unshaken
with what makes me who I am.
All I now want to do is to offset my lack of multi-faceted growth
that resulted of ‘opportunity cost’ effect.
I know I will end up meeting the same people in my walk of
life again. But, I will not be as Godly / naïve or ignorant as I used to be.
After all, ‘a mistake is only a mistake
if I repeat it’.
I will be very careful as to which sort of people /
situations that would demand me to bet my life, reputation, and aspirations
henceforth.
I know I am dead (or more appropriately, did I actually get
crucified?) Will I resurrect and ascend?
I will reverberate my thoughts continuing on this blog, on
resurrecting and ascending (Why won’t I J
?)
